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Name: jessica
Birthday: 11/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: well i like a lot of things but i cant name them all. i like going to the beach with my friends. i like going downtown to duval street and walking around and messing with tourist. i love shopping, i have a lot of clothes hehe. i like pretty much just chillen out with all of my friends...we do nothing a lot its pretty cool.
Expertise: nothing
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  miss118908
Member Since:
3/21/2005
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| damn its funny, i have had this thing for like 2 years, and everytime i put in an entry, its about Bryce. its always about how, aahh im so mad at him or ahh hes so sweet, or GR i hate him forever!!! but this time its serious, its really over...and it sucks. i dont know what to do. i dont know how to get over someone that i love so incredibly much. i know a lot many people have to go through this, but i dont know how they do it. im so hurt. he really broke my heart this time =[ and i cant fix it. i know all that stuff that people say like "life is too short to be anything but happy" and all that stuff, but how can you be happy when you have been rejected? rejected by the one you love?
i guess this would have had to happen eventually, i just didnt want it to happen now! i know we arent going to be together forever, but still, a little while longer would have been nice. =/
everyone tells me that its his loss and that we are going to get back together and hes an idiot and all, but really....we arent going to get back together. this time its for sho and he made that clear. thats whats so hard about this whole thing. every other time we have gotten back together, but this time he really REALLY feels strong about this, so it gives me no hope.
i guess i should just move on, which is probably going to be impossible for me, but i have to do it. its a good this we dont have any classes together, cause i guess it will make all of this so much easier.
=[ damnit LOVE SUCKS!!!!!
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| i fucking hate hurricanes they are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo---oooooooooooooooooooo boring!! me and kayla are seriously goin crazy in her house. ive been acting weird like all day, doin funny stuff and kayla has just been bored and laughing at me lol. we dont know wut to do with ourselves anymo, we were sooo frikin bored that we went to mcdonalds and got mcflurrys wow!!!! we are so in the mood to hang out with guys but we hate all of our guy friends they are so dumb and totally not fun!!! sorry if any of you guys read this lol-minus tucker who is a hottie!!!! but yea me and her are so bored and i want to hang out with other ppl but everyone else is all like im a big gay im not gunna do anything and stay in the house all day eehhhh!!!!GAY! anyways homecoming got postponed till for 3 more weeks, FUUUUCK! that sux big balls oh and i got a dress i heart it biiiiig time it is soo frikin cute and i got a date finally. well anyways bye losers me and kayla are goin off to be losers once again!!and we are off bye! | | |
| well hello chump how are you doin??!!and once again i have not been on here in about FOREVER alomost a month lo. homecoming is coming up soon and i still dont have a dress or a date. which pretty much SUCKS!im not gunna go with anyone any probably cuz the person i want to ask me most likely wont  ..which again pretty much SUCKS! life has been pretty shitty, since i dont have anything to do in my life [[emo moment]]! lots of shit has been going on in my mind, especially boy shit. me and michael broke up looong time ago and he got a gf like the exact next day, but i dont really care i never really liked him lol but thats ok. im in 4th period but we kinda in bst lol its awesome i miss bst sooo much that class was the shiznatch last yr! | | |
| dude i remember when xanga use to be the place to go...now i never come on here oh well.school has started and it kinda sucks.i have a new boyfriend woooo his name is michael..hes so funny and cool, i like him a lot.but the poop head hasnt gotten to hang out with me yet at all on the weekends.im like always in town and he lives in big pine so it kinda sucks.maybe when we become more serious couple then maybe i can go to his house...to awkward still to do that lol.well im gunna go my mom is coming to pick me up cuz im "of course" am at kaylas house lol i seriously just move into the chelsys room since she is at college haha thats would be funny i think kayla would die!lol ok well im gunna go like i said.bye bye. | | |
| wow he is such a bitch the fucker says he wants to be my friend and is all nice to me during summer and calls me and text messages me to say hey then he calls me to ask for homework help and is all nice and shit to me but then behind my back the fucker talks shit about me, i just dont understand why the hell he hates me so much.i mean hes the one that dumped me rite?i dont kno why after him doing that he should be the one to hate me? i mean wtf is up with that.w/e maybe i should have listened to the ppl who told me he was a stuck up ass hole and that he was a jerk, but i was too stupid to listen and i fell for his bullshit, yea for 7 months, god im a fuckin idiot.but w/e i dont need that scrawny peice of shit he can kiss my ass and go and mess with a different girls heart cuz im sick of him doin it to me!and if your his friend and you tell him that i said all this shit then also can you tell him that im sorry i was such a pain in his ass and for being a bitch to him and just being the worst fucking girlfriend he ever had cuz lately thats how it seems like he feels about me!!!just kill me now why dont cha! | | |
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